i'm having a lot of difficulties right now pertaining to what it is i want in my life as of now. it just sucks because not too long ago i was so happy and satisfied with how my life was going. i had it perfect; my family, job, friends, "love life", and now it seems as if i am back at square one. don't you hate when all sorts of things are being thrown at you and you just don't know how to handle it. sucks, right? what do you do when everything inside of you is torn into different paths. one part wants to go one way, and another wants to go the opposite. right now, i just feel torn inbetween so many different things. thus, i hate making decisions. what if i choose one thing, and it ends up being a disaster? what if i choose this one, and it turns out the other one was much better for me? in certain situations, i just hatehatehate taking risks. as dumb, and as childish as i may sound right now, i'd just hate it if the past repeated itself. life is too short to go through the same pains twice. i hate starting over.anyways, i get to enjoy a 4 day weekend. i feel like i barely worked this week, which is true, but whatever. i can make up for it next week. fridayfridayfriday- an unfortunate event, dinner&randomness w bff, mexican w his sti, park w tomato, it was an "awesome" night lol. got shit to do today, might take it eaaassssyyyyy. we'll see if that lasts.
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